Opportunity Knocking Next Door

I am looking for a job and have job alerts coming from Monster and CareerBuilder everyday; but because I just love being a mom, I haven't really moved job-hunting up higher on the priority list. But today, I got an alert from CareerBuilder on a Finance job in Woodland Hills. I read all the qualifications and requirements and they seemed to fit my skills and experience. I was going to put off applying for it but I looked at the location of the company and it's in Woodland Hills, city where Tony works. I googled the company to get the exact location and what do you know, it's in the same complex as Tony's building! I checked the distance and it was literally 457 feet away! Carpooling would be a lot more than convenient, Tyler's day care arrangement will be easier, and I no longer have to make friends to eat lunch with because my husband is working right next door! Needless to say, it's a good job with what sounds like a promising company at an ideal location.

So I applied for it. So far, all the jobs I interviewed for in the past I got. This boosts my confidence big time but knowing how fierce the competition is out there, my confidence drops back to zero, especially when I've been idle for more than a year. But please wish me luck and pray for me. As much as I love prolonging being a stay-at-home mom, opportunity like this rarely knocks.

1 Sheep 2 Sheep Fail

It's nearly 3am and I'm still wide awake. I have nothing or nobody to blame for it since I do not take naps in the daytime and I wake up at 7 and Tyler has been an angel sleeping through the night. Things permeate my mind like my usual worries such as money and job-hunting horrors but nothing out of the ordinary. It's been like this for the last few weeks and I have no explanation for it. It seems like I have somehow re-programmed my body to function with just 3 hours of sleep everyday. I might not really feel the effects now but I'm pretty sure old age will catch up with me.

So I have read everyone's updates on facebook and even checked out individual friend's profiles. I even responded to emails I initially chose to ignore even way back from June. It's that bad! I've even exhausted and won my favorite game apps on my phone. Still, nothing. Tony has yelled at me a couple of times and the third time I yelled back for him to give me a break! He says if I try to put the phone down maybe I'd fall asleep. Don't blame the iPhone, I'd go crazy if I had nothing to do but to toss and turn for 6 hours and counting... if anything he should be thankful because if it weren't for the iPhone I'd be bitching at him instead of this blog.

Wean Tyler - check

Warning: If you are a little sensitive about woman talk and not rather read about breasts and nipples, please do not read this entry. (Who am I kidding? Haha!)

I hear a lot of horror stories about mothers weaning their children off the breast. One friend even recommended putting chili peppers on my nipples. First, why the hell would I do that and risk burning my breast? Second and more importantly, why would I do that to my poor son? But I guess I can understand some mothers opting for desperate measures when the baby just wouldn't quit.

Leave it to Tyler to be different. Tyler literally jumps and laughs upon a mere mention of "dede" as we refer to it because he just loves nursing so much. In fact, he knows it is also called "boob". There was one time I was talking to Tony about weaning, careful not to say "dede" so as not to bring it to Tyler's attention; instead I said "I'm ready to wean Tyler off the boob." Little did I know, he knew what boob meant too and kept saying "Boob? Boob?" as he was trying to lift up my shirt. Sooo funny!

Anyway, back to what I was saying. At first I thought it would be hard because it was one of his most favorite things. I nursed him a lot less in the last month, just giving it to him in the morning, before nap, and before bed. And five days ago, I decided to stop him cold turkey. And nothing! He isn't even looking for it! I am still careful not to say the magic words though so as not to remind him. So now I can say, I successfully did it! Well it's all Tyler because if anything, I was the one having a hard time dealing with it. I just cant believe how fast he's grown! But I'm still glad I didn't have to use chili peppers! Not that I would in any circumstance though.

I also hear about babies not being able to go to sleep unless they get a bottle. Tyler never really used a bottle, so I didn't need to worry about that and his teeth. Next thing on the list - potty training!

And for moms out there curious about how it felt - for me it's nothing. I was expecting my breasts to feel engorged and sensitive but so far there is no difference. I'm not sure if it's too early to tell but it has been five days and I don't even know if I still have milk.

But anyway, hello again - lattes and margaritas!!! :)

His Redeeming Bride Book Cover

His Redeeming Bride - Book Review sort of

I just finished reading a book called "His Redeeming Bride" by Ruth Ann Nordin and I just had to blog about it for readers out there. It is actually a free book on iBooks so if you have an iPhone or iPad, you're in luck because this book I would highly recommend.

At first I thought it would be a lousy read because I don't really like reading about weddings which I thought this was judging by the title and the illustration on the cover plus it was set in the 1800s when people used wagons and buggies. But it turned out to be a really great read! It made me laugh and cry. I loved how it put you in people's mindsets two centuries ago I just had to shake my head in disbelief. It's a great story with juicy substance I encourage book lovers to download it now or rent it from the library. I don't usually read books a second time but I think I'll read this again later. I loved it so much I downloaded all the free books written by the same author.

Happy reading!!!

Questions

Why couldn't a path you take have a preview to help you decide? Why couldn't life be that easier? Are regrets really necessary? How dumb is the saying "no regrets just lessons learned" when really the damage is permanent?