Secretive kuno

I made my profile here unavailable just in case someone out there who knows me would stumble on this blog, which I doubt because nobody reads this damn thing. It is still very nice to have an outlet to share my inner thoughts someone would otherwise not hear or be bored listening to. Hehe.

I did not mention anything because I have been jinxing it, but we bought a house in December and we close escrow mid-Feb, provided that nothing goes wrong. I might have jinxed this one too but I don't really care. I am not completely head-over-heels in love with the house - it is old and I feel like it is going to fall apart. It is, however, more than big enough for the 3 of us for the time being, sitting on more than 12,000 sqft lot. The house itself is a little less than 1800 sqft boasting a huge swimming pool in the backyard which doesn't even take away from the backyard at all. Tony convinced me that once the previous owner and her junk is out of the house, a new coat of paint and hardwood floors, the house will take my breath away. I understand the potential but it is just difficult to see it when all I see are cracks, molds, and a bunch of old. So even at this point, despite all the work and effort we've put into it and signing a whole bunch of papers, I wouldn't mind losing it and looking for something else. Did I mention it had a septic tank? Thank goodness, "had".

I am also looking for a better-paying job, actually, just a better job. I hate, hate, hate my job. I hate the people. There is so much politics going around. People keeping information to themselves. I don't get it. It is a JOB and people make it their life. Hence, so many bitches and complaining bitches at work. I am the type of an employee that works her ass off but once I am out that door, everything related to it stays behind the door because when I go home, I am all about my family and I do not give a single damn about what happens at work. Those people are not my family, we are all just there to work, you know? Everyone is just trying to make a living, so I just don't understand how people would like to make other people's working environment hell. I don't get it. I just want to get my job done and get it done right but people at work make that impossible and I'd rather get fired.